"Saying Goodbye"

I could still remember the 1st time we met, theres "Hi and Hello's" and during those days we are contented of those words we utter everytime our path cross, but days had passed our friendship became deeper and deeper to the point that we've already shared many thoughts and experiences..... those we're the days that we became close and our friendship have grown and we became 'Lovers"

The first time you say " I LOVE YOU" was the was the sweetest word you utter to me, I said to myself that I won't forget those days, and we're both happy with each others company, we go out, have dinner outside, watch movies, and many more.

Month's later we've planned already for our future, like getting married and have a family on our own, and we're to settle down, but during those days we forget the friendship and trust that we built because of many conflicts that had come to our relationship, at 1st we're thinking that its just a trial that God has given us, we still fight for our relationship to work..... its so sad to think that along the way, I felt that i'm the only person fighting for our relationship...... I think for a relationship to lust it should be give and take............

Timed had come that I'm tired of figthing and understanding this relationship...... I think nothings gonna happened, all the plans that we've planned together is fading away, so why wait for that moment that even the friendship will fade away, that as early as now I could say Goodbye to the guy i've loved, trust and planned my future.................

Saying goodbye is the hardest worg to say to the person I've really love from the start of our relationship, but lets just face the the fact that saying goodbye is not only ending your relationship with him but also ending your friendship, buts its not the end of the world maybe its just a start of a new begining for both of you..... its the matter of accepting the fact that your not meant for each other.............. God has another plan for the both of you.......

So, I'm saying Goodbye to the one I've love before.............................